Friday, September 23, 2011


Okay, so it's Friday!  Most, if not everyone looks forward to this day... but for some reason, this Friday isn't my friend!  I feel like I want to punch someone in the face.  Kick them in the throat!  LOL!  I know... not me, innocent, sweet, loving little ole me.  Okay, maybe not that extreme... but I would love to be at home in the bed, eating some Chipotle, watching a movie!  I wanted to get some for lunch, but the weather made me stay inside... I'll wait til later to get some.  Some of my co-workers have noticed my "un-me-ness", and said something to me about it.  One of my dear friends sent me a text earlier telling me to have an awesome day, after seeing my FB status.  I tried... I really did try.  But it just didn't work.  I'm hoping that it'll change once I leave here for the day.

Real quick, I don't like fake folks!  Like seriously, it boils my blood when folks lie so much that they don't even realize they are lying.  I don't even want to talk about this lady because that's not what my blog is about, but she's been bothering me.  And it's only a matter of time before she'll know!  Lord please release me of these feelings.  Some times I feel like such a hypocrite... just yesterday I was saying that we need to stop judging folks, and here I am... Judging!  I don't even know why I let this person get to me the way that I do.  I need to woosah!

Okay, so back to my point of even deciding to blog today... I heard this song on the radio, and I just love how this song makes me feel... I need to go and play it again!

Alone in a room, it's just me and You
I feel so lost 'cause I don't know what to do
Now what if I choose the wrong thing to do
I'm so afraid, afraid of disappointing You

So I need to talk to You and ask You for Your guidance
Especially today when my life is so cloudy
Guide me until I'm sure
I open up my heart, oh, yeah

My hopes and dreams are fading fast
I'm all burned out and I don't think my strengths gonna last
So I'm crying out, crying out to You
Lord, I know that You're the only one who is able to pull me through

So I know I need to talk to You and ask You for your guidance
Especially today, when my world seems so cloudy
Lord, guide me until I'm sure
I open up my heart, oh, yeah, yes I do

So show me how to do things Your way
Don't let me make the same mistakes over and over again
Your will be done and I'll be the one to make sure that it's carried out
And in me, I don't want any doubt, that's why

I want to talk to You, and ask You for Your guidance
Especially today, when my world seems just a little bit cloudy
Lord, You guide me through that's why I open up
I open up my heart, my heart, my heart, my heart

All I need to do is just hear a single word from You
I open, I open, open up my heart
Just one word could make a difference in what I do
Lord, guide me until I'm sure

I open, I open, I open, I open my heart
You just say one word, one word, one word, one word, one word
I open up, I open up, open up my heart to You, to You

You're the lover of my soul
Captain of my sea
I need a word from You
That's why I open up my heart


  1. That song puts me to sleep, I can only listen to it after 9pm.

  2. SMH!! Don't do my song like that! LOL!