...dreams...

YO!

I think I'm going to try to start blogging at least once a week.  I know that doesn't seem like enough.  But I think I can commit to doing that.  I hope.

Sooo, real quick, my past weekend.  Friday was cool, I got off of work on time (something that I wasn't able to do at all last week, because I got in so late on too many days).  So after I got off, I went to Target to get a bday gift for my friends' daughter.  She was having a pool party... I had my reservations about going initially because I was thinking I would have to get in the water (something I don't like doing) and then it's January.  I didn't know what the weather would be like.  But I'm glad I did go, "stabs" had a good time!  We got to the party much later than expected, but I got there as soon as I was able to.  While there, I did the unthinkable... ate 3 hot dogs!  LMBO!  I don't even fool with hot dogs like that, not unless it's during the summer time at a cookout or something.  That night... ohhhhh boy! 

Saturday, I went to my dad's house to chill for a little while.  I haven't been able to do that like I want, because he works every day but Saturday.  Some Saturdays I have other things that I want to accomplish, and most Saturdays, I'm actually doing nothing!  I do so much during the week that by the time the weekend gets here, I just want to sit around and do nothing.  So we talked, watched tv, and had some pizza... good times! 

Sunday, I got up early and went to church.  The Pastor continued another Pastor's sermon from the week before.  "The Journey to Your Dreams."  I felt inspired by the message.  The church even gave out a little journal, so you can write down your dreams... so you can get a visual of them, and actually try to follow thru with them.  I'll continue about this in the next paragraph... but I wanted to finish up my Sunday.  LOL!  After church, I went out with my girls to have a "girl's day"... we went to Cheesecake Factory in Annapolis.  My food was okay... some of my veggies were a little burnt and my rice was the best.  But other than that, it was good.  I should've tried something else, but it's okay... maybe next time.  My cheesecake was so good!  I had an oreo one earlier last week, so I just stuck with the basic this time - plain with strawberries on top... ON POINT!! Afterwards, we went to Old Navy and they were having a bomb sale!  All adult clothing that was already on clearance was an additional 50% off.  They didn't have a maternity section, so I didn't take advantage of the sales.  I did get my "stabs" 2 pair of pajama pants for $1.99 each. 

Okay, so back to the dreams... I've been praying recently to God to reveal to me what it is that my purpose is.  I haven't gotten exactly what it is yet.  But I'm going to continue to pray, so I can do something that will make Him happy as well as myself.  I know one thing, during this time, I've been a little more conscious about how I am with people... but now that I'm typing this out, I have a confession.  LOL!  One of my younger brothers has been getting on my nervessss!!!  I told him as soon as I have this baby and I get the clearance from my doctor, I'm going to kick his a$$!  I know that's not what God wants me to do.  But it's like he goes out of his way daily to piss me off.  I'm going to have to work on this as well.  But when you mess with my child, that's when I tend to go off!  LOL!  Granted she can pretty much take up for herself, but still... she's only 4!  I know she can be a little too much.  It's a curse... I wanted her to be outspoken and smart... but sometimes its like she doesn't even know what she's doing.  I have to tell her to chill out. 

I want to be one of those people that do something that they enjoy doing.  And get paid to do it!  Sweet!  I love helping people.  I love doing something nice for folks.  I don't know what it is yet... but I'll just keep praying for it.