Hey all! I can't even remember the last time I came by to say what's going on in my little world! (I had to go back and see what I was writing about the last time I was here... don't want to be saying the same thing! Hahaha!)
Okay, so in the last few weeks, I haven't been doing too much other than the usual. Caring for my babies, going to work, doing what I have to do to maintain... you know, the stuff that you do day in and day out.
Well, I've gotten the opportunity to do something that I've been wanting to do. I'm not going to say too much on it now, because it hasn't come to just yet. But you will know soon enough - either way. I just want to say that I am my toughest critic. I can't do what I know I need to do without giving myself such a hard time... "what if this..., what if that..., I just don't know... BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!" Thankfully I said something to my bestie, and she whipped me into reality real quick! Then I was talking to another friend and she said she even said something on twitter (and surprisingly I didn't see it), but she said something along the lines, "you never know what you could have, if you don't try" or something like that. Let me just tell you that it made so much sense to me! I need to really stop doubting myself and just let "God have his way"... SN: "Let Go, Let God" is on my co-worker's radio... isn't it amazing that when you know you need to do something a certain way, God sends you so many signs. Lots of times I try to ignore them, because I'm just a sucka like that. But he knows how to get me to listen to him. That's why I've been blessed with such amazing friends that I feel can tell me what I need to hear, and I actually listen to them, because I trust them!
Moving on, I'm super excited!! This weekend I'm going on an extended weekend vacay with my boo and the kiddies! I'm excited because I wanted to do this last year, but with my car, and being so sick, when I was on "vacation", I didn't want to do anything but lay in my bed! Trust me, then it was much needed! And now, this vacay is much needed! Even my boo (who never gets overly excited about anything) is excited! Stabs and Wolfie don't know just yet... I like giving them surprises! LOL! The only suckful thing is it's supposed to be scattered thunderstorms this weekend... WHACK!!! I'm really hoping that if it does decide to do anything, it'll be at night, or Sunday evening when we are at home.
Anywho... pray for me and I'll pray for you... I said it earlier this year and I'm going to say it again: 2012 is full of blessings!! Thank you God for your mercy!
Ohhh, and a super big shout out to one of my favorite aunts (I actually loveeee them all, and they are all my favorites for their own special reason BUT, I grew up with this one!!!) My aunt Moni gave birth to a beautiful healthy baby girl yesterday evening...and from the looks of it, there were no complications! Lucky her! Welcome to the world Baby Maddi! ;-) I love you already!!