...makeMEover...

Hello Darlings!  So just recently, like within the last week or so, I've been feeling a certain way.  Well, no I take that back, it's been going on for a while.  But within the last week or so, I decided to do something about it.  So many times, I've made comments or complaints about myself... But NOW, I'm going to do something about it.  I've been saying, "I want to do this..." or "I want to do that..."  I'm tired of saying, and now it's time to actually DO!  Insert Martin chant, "ain't nothing to it, but to do it... ain't nothing to it, but to do it!!!"  Well alright!  I'm going to do it!  After I had my sweet little Wolfie, I dropped 20 or so pounds... and now that's she's 5 months (YIKES!  I can't believe I have a 5 month old at home!!  Shooooot, a 5 month old and a 5 YEAR old!  Double YIKES!!), okay, so now that she's 5 months old, I realized I gained back all my weight plus some.  Ummmmera!  I thought breastfeeding meant I would be dropping the lbs left and right!  Well, I guess if I was actually doing it all day, instead of in the evenings and middle of the night, I would be losing some.  But anyway... I recently ordered a "get it right, get it tight" DVD... that's not the name of it, but you get the point.  I'm still eating what I want to right now, but once I get the DVD, I'm going to be going hard with it!  Last week, I started to add a few more veggies into my meals.  I was just feeling yucky, so I had to do something about it.  With this "makeMEover", I want to make me over inside and out.  Since before I had Wolfie, I stopped going to church consistently.  But now, I can't do that anymore.  I really feel much better about myself, when I do go.  It's so easy to not go, so I'm going to not be so easy on myself anymore.  Do the things that I want to do, and not just talk about it anymore.  I've also made a decision to not tell too many folks about my plans, because I've realized that when you let too many people into your head they tend to talk you out of it... that may not be the case with you, but unfortunately I do have some negative people in my life.  LOL!  "Why you wanna go and do that"  Blah blah blah....  It's a shame that it took me 30 years to get to where I am, or where I want to be.  But nonetheless, I'm here!  And I'm excited.  Since I don't post this to any sites anymore, and not many people read this, if you do get a chance to look at this, just send me a message and ask me how I'm doing on my "makeMEover"!  I still need the support.  #IGWT - In God We Trust... that's the latest series my pastor is having his sermons on.  It's a 6 week series, and I plan to be there for each sermon.  Mind, body, and soul - I have to do this... before it's too late.  I don't want to be a big fat crazy person.  I really don't... so I kind of have no other choice but to get it right!  Here's to a better healthier me!  *cheers*